ENVOI
- Eavan Boland
It is Easter in the suburb. Clematis
shrubs the eaves and trellises with
pastel.
The evenings lengthen and before the rain
the Dublin mountains
become visible.
My muse must be better than those of men
who made theirs in the image of
their myth.
The work is half-finished and I have nothing
but the crudest
measures to complete it with.
Under the street lamps the dustbins brighten.
The winter-flowering jasmine
casts a shadow
outside my window in my neighbor's garden.
There are the
things that my muse must know.
She must come to me. Let her come
to be among the donnée, the given. I
need her to remain with me until
the day is over and the song is proven.
Surely she comes, surely she comes to me--
no lizard skin, no paps, no
podded womb
about her hut a brightening and
the consequences of an April tomb.
What I have done I have done alone.
What I have seen is unverified.
I have the truth and I need the faith.
It is time I put my hand in her
side.
if she will not bless the ordinary,
if she will not sanctify the common,
then here I am and here I stay and then am I
the most miserable of
women.
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